So I woke up this morning craving breakfast from the Egg & I; a new resturant that just opened here in town! So, my grandma and I made our way down towards the resturant about 9:45 thinking we could get breakfast and them make it to church on time! NEGATIVE! There was a line outside the actual place they were that busy! So we drove back all the way across town to make it to The Dinner . It had been a while since I've visited, The Diner, it seems most of the time I go there I endup with some kind of stomach ache! I'm glad to say this time was different we had a very delicious breakfast!

I was glad I finally made it to church again! It had been a while maybe a month or so that I had not been to church. It's amazing the type of feeling I get when I visit God's home! Very peaceful kind of unexplainable! I really like St. Mary Magdalene, it's just the perfect size and the knowledge Father Kelly also makes church a lot more enjoyable!

After church we came back home and I took a nap until it was time to meet Diana to go see Julie & Julia! I was actually suprised at how much I enjoyed this movie. When I first saw the previews for this I was like nah this looks like an older lady movie or someone who is totally into cooking-but not being either- I really liked it. It's awesome to know someone can impact your life in such a way, some total stranger! Or if you want to think of it -it's amazing to think YOU can impact someone else's life and become and inspiration to a total stranger! :)

After the movie, Diana and I meet up with Mr. & Mrs. Riely at UT Tyler for some tennis practice. I'm glad everyone taking lessons is excited about it- I hope we can get really good so we can play often and maybe even enter tournaments! I will love it when we can finally keep the ball going back and forward for a while! lol

Life is Good!

Today was a lazy sleep in day but as the day went one I had a big appointment! I met with JW today after being upset at him for A WHOLE WEEK! lol - We talked about so many things of course mainly about all the things I was just informed of. Not surprising he said they were not true and not surprising either I honestly believe him. He confessed to some of them but for the most part he said a lot of the stories I was told had been twisted and retold no where near the truth.

After 2 hours we said goodnight! Above anything that happened and was discussed today-my biggest satisfaction is I am okay. I don't have a feeling of need in my heart for him. I love him and always will - and still don't see myself loving anyone like I love him yet I also don't feel like my heart is tied to his every word! Oh well! :) God has granted me the serenity to accept the things I can't change, courage to change those I am able to and above all the wisdom to know the difference! Life is good! San Antonio in two weeks, New York City in three weeks, Bossier City in 4 weeks, and 29 Palms in 8 weeks! :) *thank you prayer*!

El Favor de la Soledad!

Hello Bloggers! So long time no see huh!?!? Well it's finally the weekend again and for here I lay in bed PJs and all... watching Three's Company! :) Life is good- or so it is now! I've been calling Bank of America for 2 days now waiting to talk to someone! Oh the pleasures of dealing with a big company. After waiting over 45 minutes I hung up on, tried another number and within mintues I got an answer and my problems were solved! YAY!

Anyhow, this has been an eventful week or should I say weeks! During the last week of July and first week of August I got to hang out with my mate, Andrew a lot and that was good because I felt like I had a life! Finally I didn't spend all my time away from work or school at home. Don't get me wrong I love being home and enjoy the quiet "me" time but sometime it's just fun to hang out! So after watching all the movies playing at the local cinema, including The Ugly Truth with Judy, eating at On the Border 3 times in one week..lol, and hanging up my hammock- we ended up with a big celebration - lol - we finally got a chance to go into Where's Rufus lol! Exciting huh!?! NEGATIVE! We visit the bar on Friday August, 7th - the place was dead! OMG! DEAD! But overall we had a great time! Ariana also joined us and introduced me to playing pool, my first tequila shot, and the oh so famous sex-on-the-beach shot!

As much as I hate to admit it, that was one of the most fun I've had in a while! A special treat was that George Lovin also stopped by to say hello! :) Good friends = good times! :) Like I mentioned it was a very slow night at the bar but just perfect for us to enjoy playing pool and watching Andrew enjoy a fun night in Tyler! After the bar closed us girls went back to Ariana's while a friend of Andrew's took him home- or was suppose to!- but that is another story!

Then Saturday morning KT and I made our way out to Houston to see my hottest man ever sing to me! George Strait in concert! :) The whole concert ROCKED! The opening act was Blake Shelton with his sexy blue eyes, followed by Sugarland- who got the whole audience up on our feet, and finally Mr. George Strait! Thanks to the Lujan's we were feet from him! He sang all the classics and his latest hits as well. Wish I would have made a sign, it would have read..."George will you marry me? Check Yes or No" lol Without a doubt one of the most amazing concert's I've been to- and will prob ever go to! Thanks KT for coming! :)



The concert was great but ever since the night before things were not all there! I got some new news on my old hot stuff! And to my very big suprise during the concert I had a miss called - no voicemail of course! That night we got home I let him know I no longer wanted to know anything about him -and asked him to please not call me anymore. Well I've had 12 missed calls, 4 voicemails, and 1 text message since Saturday. I love Joshua- always will but I've learned to love myself more! The sadest thing is I would have forgiven him for everything he's been up to; yet he lied and once a lier always a lier! And althought my heart wants to think he is calling because he cares about me and is really concered about our friendship and us - my mind knows the real truth and is finally stroner than my heart. Maybe I'll cool off and talk to him- let him explain but not give in...yet maybe I won't! I just hate to think about what I now know and even worst would hate to have it confirmed! ...Anyhow-

Another new in my life is I started Tennis lessons this week! YAY!!! Finally- I am so excited about it! God knows how long I've been wanting to learn to play well! Diana Hill, MaryBeth and Ariana are taking lessons with me! Austin, from work is going to be teaching us every Wed! :) I'm hoping things go well and we stick to it because it will be awesome to actually start playing in tournaments in the Spring :)...Tennis today...Golf tomorrow! ;)



And to finish with an awesome note, this Tuesday I got home and receieved the most suprising suprise ever! 'SOME RANDOM GUY' sent me flowers! They are beautiful- I can't help but to smile everytime I look at them and think to myself, "Thank you GOD!" Because whomever this Random Guy maybe he put a smile on my face! :)